Felicia's Journal

7:28am: stuff
well, 3 weeks will be my 2 year anniversary. next week is my birthday.

things aren't going the way i ever though they would. i'm finally back in alabama, but billy isn't happy. he's never happy. he hates he job, he hates this town, and he hates most of my family. and some days i feel like he hates me.

what else is new? i got a letter about a month ago about my step father. he has the possibility to be paroled in 9 years. i know that it is a while from now, but just knowing that there is even the smallest chance to get out scared me. it still does. i'm not sleeping well now. i'm up all night and i end up sleeping all day. and on the off chance that i do fall asleep at night, i wake up after a couple hours with nightmares. it really sucks. i haven't felt like this since i was a kid. i hate it.

9:20am:

11:51pm: pictures
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/dramachild003/album?.dir=833fre2&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//photos.yahoo.com/ph//my_photos

5:11pm: i'm married.
well guess what? on july 19 billy and i got married! we went to a minister that we were originally going to use for our big wedding next year. we went on our honeymoon to hershey. will update with pics later.

Felicia

7:30am: exciting news.....
I've been up here in PA for almost 3 weeks now. I was going home yesterday, but with the hurricane, I wasn't too sure if I'd be able to land in Orlando or not. Just wanted to post a few pictures that I've taken. I got a little camera happy...
( pics from pa )

he gave me a beautiful jewelry set for my birthday.
( ring from jewelry set )

and this is the most important thing I've recieved since my trip up here
( his mother's ring )

i met more of his family. i talked to his step dad last week and i met his sister, vicki. saturday, bill and vicki's boyfriend richie play disc golf while she and i went swimming. apparently, i'm the only girlfriend billy's had that she actually likes.

anyway, it's 7:30am, i've been up for two hours. uncle bill and missy should be getting here in about an hour, so i'm gonna go get ready.

1:42pm: 26 ways to make a girl smile . . . . .
26 ways to make a girl smile . . . . .


GUYS --> REPOST this if you are willing to do these.
GIRLS --> REPOST this if you think guys should do this.


*1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy)
*2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
*3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
*4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
*5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day.
*6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
*7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
*8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
*9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
*10 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
*11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.
*12 . Play with her hair.
*13 . Tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
*14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
*15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
*16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her.
*17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
*18. Carve your names into a tree.
*19 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
*20 . Bring her flowers just because.
*21 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
*22 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
*23 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
*24 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
*25 . Kiss her in the rain.
*26 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.

3:18pm: picture update!!
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